In the office now, and after 4 mths, I've yet to find any meaning to my work. People look for careers, but apparently what they always eventually get are just jobs. Meaning, dreading to go to the office in the morning and the only goal would be the end of the day.
I'm still in search of my true career, not that I've yet to find any good ones, but more of being sandwiched due to family ties. So who says working for your own family member is better than working outside? Still looking back, it was not such a good choice afterall to commit myself in the first place. Very very bad choice.
Investment banking research job found, but yet to submit applications and stuffs like that. Even if I do, I'll only be able to start in August. 5 months used to be bad in NS, now 5 months seem worst. At least in a bureaucratic environment, nothing happens to small fries like me. Now in a small working environment, everything is being arrowed to me.
*not feeling the least happy bout my working life.Labels: Start Young. Think Big. Stick to It.
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